Is it sad that flappy bird actually takes my mind off things and calms me down? Whenever I start crying now I just play flappy bird.
I mean nothing to anybody.
You know when there is something bothering you and you feel like it needs to be brought up and discussed but at the same time you’re not sure how because you don’t want to create conflict and you don’t want to push that person away or change how they are with you… yeah…….
And now I’m angry again….
This random person is messaging me and I do not really know why but she is being really lovely and encouraging and, little does she know, she has actually made me feel a billion times better tonight and I am actually starting to feel okay, and she has also managed to make me feel really good about myself and more positive about life in general.
Feeling like absolute shit tonight. I really don’t know what to do about anything and I literally hate everyone. And it doesn’t help that I’m housebound because I have no money.